Simil-aphors Taking On Their Own Lifeforce

I was walking out of my class when I crossed paths with one of the most peculiar creatures that I have yet to see out there in the wild.

The specimen was male; approximately 193 cm tall, with a lean fit that clashed terribly with the blockiness of his facial features and the absence of neck. But the striking part was not his unfortunate meathead cutout, it was his body language. His lips were pursed into a smirk that I know only a male peacock could ever have the vanity to sport, if they were ever so blessed as to have lips. His head was turned so that he was looking in a direction roughly 90 degrees away from the direction his shoulders were squared, and he took long leisurely strides without once blinking or diverting his head to check what obstacles might trip him up.

Up to that point I was grinning like an idiot, amusing myself by considering how he looked like a particularly ugly ostrich, an ungainly square-headed flamingo at best.  But right as I was chortling away, he made eye contact with me and leveled me with a stare as he made his way into the science wing. Now that strange unchanging smirk made everything seem much more sinister. Sinister like a pterodactyl. Yes, thank you Jurassic Park, you made a creature that is still the epitome of things that would make me avoid industrial kitchens.

So, in case you weren't able to keep track, this was a peacock-flamingo-ostrich-pterodactyl man beast with an almost hoot-owl/exorcist twist to the head. Terrifying. Only way it could have been worse/better is if he had been French. Hope I run into him tomorrow.

Life can sometimes seem like a game of Tetris, when the game keeps on giving you only one type of block, trapping you into building a huge tower up the middle of the screen, until you crash and burn and fail out altogether because you're not adept enough at transforming the sameness you're given into a strong multi-faceted foundation.

That frustration may explain why sometimes when I'm in a semiconscious state I catch myself playing the Perfect Tetris Game in my head, obsessively conjuring up the utopian pattern of varying blocks and building up a solid base without any maddening unfilled spaces and missed opportunities.

That last paragraph wasn't a flight of fancy; I really do go through that Perfect Game constantly through my head, another borderline compulsive behavior that has cropped up in the last few years. Please, if you love me don't ask me how many penstrokes the word totalitarianism has. Cause I'll know.

I love being in an overly warm room sometimes, just so I can pop the tab on a perfectly chilled soda can and let it change my life. Rest the side of your jaw on the cool aluminum, take a sip and hold the liquid back by your molars for a minute, so that you can hear the fizz both from the outside by the can and from the inside by your ears. Close your eyes and let yourself get confused about whether you're there in the warm room or actually just full-on swimming in the cool carbonation. And then that rare huge gulp, when you can feel the coolness spread down your throat and course past your collarbone, spreading the refreshment while making you paranoid since you never pay attention to the way it feels to drink normally, so you may be worried that your esophagus is somehow leaking, but it feels good enough that you shrug your shoulders and take another sip.

Man I must never ever ever try alcohol, if I like drinking DDP this much I can only imagine the disastrous effects the stronger stuff would do to my addictive personality.

I feel like more people need to know about the band Nada Surf. I've been talking about this song a lot with various peoples of note in the last week, so indulge me as I impart some of my favorite lyrics of theirs to you:

"Watching terrible TV, it kills all thought, getting spacier than an astronaut.
Making out with people I hardly know or like--I can't believe what I do late at night.
I wanna know what it's like on the inside of love--I'm standing at the gates, I see the beauty above.
Only when we get to see the aerial view will the patterns show, we'll know what to do: I know the last page so well, I can't see the first, so I just don't start.
It's getting worse, I can't find my way in, I try again and again: I'm on the outside of love, always under or above. Must be a different view, to be a me with a you.
I wanna know what it's like on the inside of love, I'm standing at the gates, I see the beauty above.
Of course, I'll be alright. I just had a bad night."


There you have it, further proof that I can be just as sappy as everyone else. If not more so.

I got some great new CDs, featuring some live performances of artists like Cream, Janis, Jimi, high quality. And as I've adjusted to the pacing of a 16-minute live interpretation of Sunshine of Your Love, I now hypothesize that it's that specific type of improvised jam-session rocknroll that is the secret to successful deep space travel. Once I finally let myself listen to the process instead of impatiently wanting to hear the next track, I swear I felt my heartbeat slow dramatically, to a level where my vitals were barely taken care of. I could almost feel my circulation withdraw from my extremities and my brain waves slow and flatten, causing a second to take up a year of contemplation.

No, I have not inhaled anything illegal or generally frowned upon. I just like my tunes. And Star Trek. And if NASA was as serious about making the world of Jean-Luc really happen as I am, I don't think a little Swlabr would hurt.